Wellbutrin is the devil. I tried it and shouldn’t have bothered. It did nothing for me at all! I’m sorry you’ve been having a tough time of it with the MS. I cannot imagine. I am so thankful to have my little ones around, otherwise I’d be crazy here alone. Megan being a senior is really freaking me out. Thankfully I don’t have much time to dwell on it. You better facebook it to keep yourself busy when yours go back to school… we can’t have you sitting alone in a house being all depressed! Hugs to you!!

Michelle, you must have read my mind once more!! I have had such a bad day, I too have battled depression, since I had Alexis. Yes that would be ten years ago. MY MS doesn’t help at all. I am now Wellbutrin and it really isn’t even helping me, I have tried almost everything there is. I guess it is almost hopeless. I can also relate to the blogging, I love to get on here and just let it all out. Words have always been my way of getting things off my chest and it helps me so much, just to type away!!! Of course, mine are very limited, if I ever started blogging, I wouldn’t know how to stop. Eric and I have actually been fighting tonight and it is so hard sometimes, just to be married. Like you said, I know he doesn’t like me at all at times, but I know he does love me. We have always had so much in common. The school thing is depressing me to death! My youngest, Alexis is in tears over going back, she is going to be in the fifth grade. Austin of course as you know, will be a Junior. This is Alex’s last year as a middle school student. I will be home alone everyday, starting Thursday, they say silence is golden, but I don’t agree!! I have had too many breakdowns today, to even explain!!! Thank you for sharing your drama with me, at least now I know I am human. I miss you so much!!!